First of all, I want to say I am sorry if I have mislead you by not being real on my blog. It's so easy to put on a happy face and not really let others get to know me but now I wonder how honest is that?
I've been working through many things lately and one thing I've learned about myself is that I have a lot to learn about relationships and I'd like to start by focusing on my relationship with God. I want a deeper, stronger relationship with my heavenly Father.
The past few months have been full of many emotions and struggles for me. The best way I can explain it is I just felt oppressed emotionally, spiritually and physically by this trial.
A church friend reminded me to find my joy in the Lord and not in my circumstances because God doesn't promise it will be easy for us (1 Thes 5:18). I needed that reminder and I am so thankful for dear friends who are willing to speak truth into my life and direct me back to the Bible.
I've been listening through some messages on Philippians today and I was challenged to be more like Paul who persevered and pressed on toward the goal. I don't know exactly what God's will is for my life but I do know that I want my life to bring Glory to God (Is 64:4).
Please pray for me as I go see a new neurologist this next week, pray we are able to get some answers.